Emotional Roller Coaster

Confusion at its finest

 

Emotional Roller Coaster

 

You always ask how I feel about you

You always ask if what you do feels good to me

You over analyze stuff when you shouldn’t

Your indecisive when you need not be

You think back to the past and wonder why Me

You ask people how life should really be

Your frustrated because of where you are right now

You always think of paper chasing so your seed could respect Wow

 

I always look back and wonder why

I hadn’t accepted what happened just resented why it happened

I need to be told that I’m the only one you need

I need to be told that the love you see in me is all you need

I need to be held

I need to be made love 2

I need to feel happy when im with you

But when I don’t get what I want

I’m onto the next person

Yet my heart is still with the last person

The last person that will ever think of me

Sad so you see

 

So the next man is character is like this:

 

He doesn’t need me to tell him if I like him

He doesn’t let me know unless I say it first

He doesn’t cater to my emotional sense of character

Rather he stares and hopes I come to him and tell him what wrong

He can see im an emotionally detached person

But in reality im the complete opposite yet very strong

He doesn’t hold my hand

He doesn’t hold me at night

Nothing happens unless I make the first move Right

 

It sounds like a mess

But this is my life

A life I can live without I wish I failed this test

I wish all my feelings past and present will just go away

I can start all over

Find the love I deserve and this time he will Stay

 

© Dyanna Pappalardo

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