Was it Worth it......

About going back instead of moving forward

You was never over her

You needed reasurrance

I gave you what you needed

You gave me what i needed

You still thought of her

I was just standing in your way

To you 

I wasn't respecting what you been through

To you

I was invading your space

Yet you always wanted me at your place

You needed a rebound

To you

It was just a game

To me

It was a heart waiting to be broken

You had me competing after a little girl

I allowed you to play russian roullette with my self esteem

To you

It was a game

And still you wasn't over her

When i didnt measure up to your game

You pushed me away

With lies and hate

You won so  "checkmate"

The little girl was too far away to give you what you needed

So another girl with a young boy gave you what you wanted

To you

It was a game to show the world

Even to make your ex jealous

The other girl thought she changed the game by winning your heart

Little did she know

One day you would tear that apart

The other girl soon became someone that annoyed you

You couldn't understand why she would fall so deep in love with you

Like you did me

You pushed her away

In the end 

Got your ex back

Now the only game you haven't played yet

is a Game called Karma i bet

Was it Worth it.....

You tell me

Was it Worth it

sacrificing a friendship by screwing me

and using the naive girl

To gain back what you never left behind

Was it worth it.....

Now you

"Try sleeping with a broken heart"

with the glass half empty

On your part

Still walking with fears

Still not happy

Thinking about someone that isn't good for you

trusting your gut

When you never had clue of what to do

To you everything is a game

Watch 

This time

The trigger is standing right front of you

Was it Worth it

F**k it .....Im Through

Dyanna Pappalardo @Poetiquesoul Publishings

August 24th, 2011