Unknown?????

Inside of Me

Unknown

 

Words can’t even describe how I feel

I’m lost and found but it’s still not real

Im angry how we both ended what we were afraid to lose

But sad thing about this s**t my feelings your feelings we both abused

The tables where turned

Yet we both got burned

You never got over your last

Countless chicks you used, pushed me away is part of your past

I don’t hate you

That means I would hate myself

I don’t love you

That love went out the door

Cause I value myself and only myself more and more

You talk about “Who’s the I in Me”

But you’re too afraid to look in the mirror

And try to change what it is you that you portray and live in misery

A part of you I took with me

The lies

The immaturity

The denials

The insecurity

This s**t clearly wasn’t or isn’t the Woman that I am

I’m a Woman that grows and embraces the unknown

I’m always searching for a master plan

When I finally became free of your existence

All I want to do was free you from what you have been influenced

Show you how to take a stand, but instead

I sit back and watch you like a TV

With the mute button on and remote in my hand

I never knew how fucked up I was

Until I looked at myself in the mirror

And saw it was you

You lost out

Everyone’s loss is someone’s GAIN

I pray God has mercy on your soul

For each day you choose to live with anger, bitterness and PAIN

 

 

 

 

Dyanna aka PoetiqueSouL© 2011