Dear Daddy
Dear daddy I hope you get to read this letter,
Even if you do I still won't feel any better.
Eighteen years of life and you were never there,
All the years you left me and you didn't even care.
Do you know the pain you caused me? Do you know the pain you caused your “wife”?
I don’t understand how you just couldn’t do right
Is it really that hard to try and be a father and husband?
Was it really necessary for you to be in and out of jail?
Was it really necessary for you to put your hands on my mom?
Weren’t you supposed to be the protector most of all?
I don’t think I will ever forgive you... not even to a degree.
Do you feel like a man dad?
I hope that you don’t, you see…..
Because this is real life daddy, this isn’t a joke
You may be my biological father, but I want you to know
I don’t have much love for you daddy, and I’m pretty sure my love won’t grow
After all, these years of me without you have made me sad.
I hope that you can see what big mess this is
But you know it still makes me mad
That I had to grow up without a father in my life
You know what dad that’s just not right
Maybe one day you’ll realize that you messed up
But it will be to late then
Don’t worry I won’t forget about you
But you do know that you and I are through
Don’t expect to get invited to anything that I have
No graduation, No wedding, or No nothing at all
You weren’t here to watch me grow up
And I don’t think you deserve
I’m just really glad that I’m making my mother proud!
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Added on March 19, 2009 |