will i ever

 will i ever 

feel the way i did 

for you

for someone else

you were all i had

you were my life

i changed for you

turned my life upside down

but yet

you still criticized me

for what i was....

a screw up

i wish i could run away

from the pain

never to 

see

hear

or feel

again

i want you

i need you

but i shouldnt

couldnt

and wont

never again