A consecration for my future husband

A Poem by Zella Syzygy

How do i show you that you are the reason i live.

I love you.
And I respect how much you put up with my s**t.
Trust me baby, I know who i am, i know ill put you through hell.
And I know sometimes i may make you want to rip your hair out,
But i also know that I'll make you laugh like no one else can,
Ill make you smile like no one else can,
I'll make you feel at home no matter where we are.
Baby, i know ill take care of you.
Ill hold your hair back when you throw up.
Run to get you tissues and soup when you're sick.
Hell you could be shitting yourself and i'd still think you the most gorgeous man in the universe.
Ill hold your hand whenever you're scared.
We can both pretend that you're fearless and indestructible,
Until we get home and ill hold you close and remind you that you're okay.
Life isnt like the movies, its messier than that
But theres beauty in that.
We'll fight.
We'll disagree.
There may be times that you may not want to be in the same room as me,
But ill never let you go.
I will never give up on you.
You are my man.
You are my best friend.
You are the only one I need.
My parents had a terrible marriage therefore i grew up with such a skewed view of it.
Im determined to change.
Im determined to bring a beautiful meaning back to marriage. The way it should be.
To my future husband:
I love you.
I will express it in every way i can.
Poems,
The hickeys i refuse to put makeup on,
A beautiful ring on my finger.
Im yours baby.
Im your girl.
Im your wife.
I wont live in a fantasy. As long as i have you, i can be happy with tempestuous reality.