How Could You Hurt Me?

Possibly about a guy I used to know, still know really I just don't talk to him much anymore...

Pain runs through

Can't seem to stop thinking of you

If you were here I don't know what I'd do

I want to hate you, but part of me still loves you

Tired of being the only one who's alone

Just want somebody I can hold

Things are strained within my family

It's not the way I wanted it to be

Sometimes things get so hard I just wish it would stop

I just want to walk out and leave

Tried everything I can it just won't go away

Couldn't take myself out of all the pain

Which is why I'm still suffering

Always asking and pleading

I'm broken and dying, someone please

HELP ME ! ! !