Eternity...

When I wake up

Realization strikes

My fear and pain

Pour down on me like rain

Stirring up my failures

And bringing me to say

"Why did it have to turn out this way?

I never meant for this to happen, 

I am sorry. Please forgive me..."

But it isn't that easy

Because even though

they might forgive me

I can't come to forgive myself 

For I am in pain

My eyes are stained

For I have payed

The price

Of eternal pain

Because I made a mistake

I will be alone forever

Drowning in the rain

That I have made

And to be forgiven is impossible

For I cannot forgive myself 

I treasure every day alone

Reminding myself 

Why I am this way

Because I have been stoned

By the world and its flaws

That is why I will be alone

With no mercy

For I am paying the price

Of being alone

For all of eternity...

Reviews

[EvaThornburn]

Interesting write. A pleasure to read. Many emotions mixed in. Good Job. Eva

[Tori Jones]

Thank you...

[EvaThornburn]

Your Welcome

[Nico Marie]

I know how you feel...great poem

[Karmee]

I can't come to forgive myself
For I am in pain
My eyes are stained
For I have payed
The price
Of eternal pain

I can feel this write,
Such an emotional read,
well expressed

[Ange Faith]

I can feel the pain of each word written here. I walk in a desert searching for me. It hurts.

[Edward]

Very sad, depressing writing. I see the pain within your writing and I empathize with you.

[Jamestown]

You know the old saying "we are ourselves our worst judge"
Forgiving ourselves is not an easy task:(
I can relate to this piece, thanks for sharing and b-blessed!

[Tori Jones]

Thanks for the review, it means a lot to me!