Fate...

I'm sick to my stomache 

From being alone

Rejection and heartache 

Breaking every bone

For I was laughed at

And made fun of

Thirteen years straight

Feeling as if I was locked behind a gate

Every day is always the same

Sadness, depression and a whole new pain

Being alone forever is my fate...

Reviews

[Adam Adams]

yeah, i can understand how can it be felt when one's being caught under depression. there's seemed to be no remedy for depressive life, but only a HOPE that gets faded away with seconds. most of people, even half of this world accepts depression as their fate, just 'cause they're worried to take step outta their comfort zone... and i know, it's not their fault, cause... sometimes, IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE... to get off the cage of mind at all. very deeply written!

[Tori Jones]

Thank you. There's a lot of people that know me and try to get me to open up, but no matter what I do I just can't talk to people... So I guess I just kinda accepted the fact that I am destined to be alone forever...

[Adam Adams]

it's okay be so lone, my sweetness... no worries. no one's gonna bite your beautiful face off.. lol just stay alone if you want, but don't negotiate to do whatever you wish doin' in time. that's the only way to be ALIVE. also, tryna LIVE IN PRESENT... that's another way to feel alive so badly.

[Tori Jones]

Well I'm not feelin' very alive...

[Adam Adams]

i know, depression never let one feel so... very alive at all. you must understand your mind, & have some rein upon it rather getting controlled by its thrones.

[Tori Jones]

I don't have much control over my feelings... Depression has made me numb, and life just seems so dull without happiness... I have become adjusted to always feeling the same pain...

[Adam Adams]

well, nobody gets control ov'r their FEELINGS. they can only get some control on their MIND. so the question is, do you even want to or wish to control your MIND??

[Tori Jones]

Yes, because then maybe I wouldn't be so shy..

[Adam Adams]

i'mma hit ya text now!

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it s truth when i had feel of lonely and depresion . also my stomach hurt. i am realy sorry. you have to write this words. but even thought together they create beautiful sad piece. like touching of wind on weather. and who knows maybe this wind take you far away from your pain.

[Tori Jones]

Thank you, you are very kind...