"Transfixed and caught between my love and lust" revised

Forbidden love. Passion. And lust!

Transfixed and caught between my love and lust

for you, dear Teacher, feelings of passion

swell to great heights of reckless obsession

that I feel I will love you 'til I'm dust.

If wanting you is to sin--then I must!

How can this be so wrong yet feel so right?

O God, have mercy! Please forgive my plight

as my heart burns for a love that's not just.

Still, dear Teacher! hear my beating young heart

and love me as you ought: set me on fire

as lovers do--like Raphael's best art!

Kiss me like no other; stoke my desire;

thrill me down there (in the nethermost part):

don't stop loving me or I’ll expire!!