Three years pass

Three years pass and the ache never faded

there was love that was unrequited but I was so jaded

so insecure and listless I found the love from other men

When you were all I wanted then

Too blind to see, what you meant to me

Three years pass and you were all i could dream

Selfish me, I know I was wrong

but I still prayed for you 

and still begged for you to come home

Three years seems like it's too long

to hold on to someone

and still sing their song

Children, marriage, lives reinvented

And I'd still go to bed with you cemented

in my head and in my heart

three years gone, me falling apart.

Three years I played in my head

what I would say to you if the time came again

I would run into your arms 

and kiss your face and steal your heart

But three years passed,

I stood there silent

heart in my throat

everything quiet.

Sweaty, a mess, and forever apologizing

The look you gave me, agonizing

Those whirlpool eyes will never falter

Your smile making my heart beat faster

Three years passed, somehow you're back...

I just hope I have enough glue to fix our cracks.