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Open all hours

A Story by Pitbull1000

Mike Stevens left the house as the rain sat in, falling hard on his clothes and hair. It was seven am, Monday morning, the usual time he would see his mates. Cars and a bus flew past, drenched his shoes and pants. He watched them, all lined up and ready to go and didn’t envy them, for today he was happy to be out of it. He waited for the lights to change then crossed the road and came to it: the same old café where they would always meet, pushed the old mahogany door open and looked up and saw one of his crushes working the coffee machine, black hair cut into a bob, painted eyelids. He took his jacket off, hung it on a hook on the wall, saw the blonde mop of his mate, and, sitting opposite, his other mate, dressed in his usual obscure hat that held long curly hair in place, walked over to them and sat down.

‘Fellas.’

‘Mike.’

A waitress came over to their table and stood over them and Mike looked up at her, enjoying the view.

‘Tina, how’s it going?’

‘Good, thanks, Mike, you?’

‘Not bad.’

‘The usual, gents?’

They all nodded and she turned around and walked back up to behind the counter.

‘So, how you been, Mike?’

‘Not bad.’

‘So, what you been up to?’

‘Not a lot, been cooped up in my flat.’

He looked back at them and felt the jolt of inadequacy: the fact that he was living in community housing, the fact that he was in his forties, unmarried, single, the fact that he only had enough money to buy his breakfast. Something had to give, but, as always, his apathy proved to be the deciding factor, and yet, at the sight of the pretty young waitress across the counter, the same old reminder made itself clear: that to pull one of them, or one just like her, he would have to be in full-time employment: the same old conundrum.

‘You’re not very forthcoming, Mike’

‘What are you, my Dad?’

‘That’s the spirit.’

Mike sat back and looked around the café - there was no point in arguing with him, the extra twenty years of life experience meant he had the final say on most things - still, he was tired of being lectured on his failings... The place was packed, the mahogany door opening and closing, a constant stream of people, ordering coffee to go, and then, Tina came back with the coffees, brightening his mood, then spun around and was gone again and he watched her walk away and wondered again about his life, what it had amounted to.

‘You got another gig lined up, Mike?’

‘Two weeks away, it’s at a place called ‘Lost’.’

‘’Lost!’ I know it well!’

‘Why don’t you come, Chris?’

‘You both know I can’t go those places.’

‘Right.’

They sat and then their breakfasts came, scrambled eggs, toast, jam, more coffee. They ate, without fuss, and then Chris took a break from his food, looked up at Mike.

‘Band’s doing pretty well, aye, Mike.’

Mike looked back at him, saw that he was making efforts to cheer him up, and he suddenly remembered the months that he had spent unable to even leave his home, days of not even being able to get out of bed, remembered that it could, in fact, be worse, a lot worse: he had managed to rouse himself, get showered and get here on time, and that had to have meant something…

‘Still haven’t made any money out of it, though.’

Even as he was saying the words, he knew that he was being facetious - the band, it was the best thing that he had going on in his life, apart from his boxing; not so much for the music itself, but the fact that he was tied to a project that seemed, actually, seemed to be working, much like his boxing...

‘The Buddha often said, life is suffering, Mike.’

Mike looked at the other man’s smiling face and suddenly wanted to punch it in, seriously wondered whether or not he was only here, having breakfast with them, to get his kicks out of watching his pain, then remembered another mate from a life time ago, telling him to always imagine the best in any given situation, that he was better off for doing it. Mike looked at his mates and wondered who they were. He looked at John, the retired computer programmer, sitting in his usual classic flannelette shirt, jeans and trainers, the haircut of a woman slicked back over his scalp, a deeply lined and craggy face, looking down a pair of prescription glasses; if anyone seemed to be coping, it was him. He suddenly put his paper down and returned Mike’s stare.

‘So, what’s on the agenda for today, Mike?’

‘You’re not my f*****g parent either, what the f**k do you care?’

‘Alright, Mike, no need to get grouchy, just asking.’

‘Well, don’t. You can keep your f*****g condescension and take it somewhere else.’

‘Right.’

Chris looked over at them.

‘C’mon fellas, let’s have a bit of cheer, aye? It’s not all that bad, is it?’

A few of the other dwellers stopped eating and looked at him.

‘Look, sorry, I’ve just been a bit pissed off at everything lately.’

‘Right.’

‘What about you, Chis? What are you gonna do, today?’

‘Oh, you know, a little bit of this, a little bit of that…’

Mike looked at Chris and was tired of him as-well, tired of the fact that nothing seemed to phase the c**t, tired of his evasiveness and self-congratulation, and then, as per usual, John put his paper down and started making movements, calling an end to it, and they got up and made their way to the door and John paid, as he would sometimes do, which was somehow a compliment, and they all got one more look at the waitress before making their way out.

They stood, facing each other, the rain holding off, a cold wind blown up, the giant frame of Chris, leaning over them, long hair billowing underneath his strange hat, his massive frame hidden underneath a jacket.

‘Well, Namaste, fellas.’

‘It wasn’t much of a Satsang.’

‘It was what it was, we’ll do it better next time.’

But the comment didn’t seem to solve anything and they all looked at each other and departed in different directions.

Cars sped past, engines spluttering and roaring. Mike looked around and wondered if it was ever going to change, his life, the country, the government, his poverty. He started walking and the weather cleared, a ray of sunlight breaking through the clouds, shone down on the local park that he would pass when he took his walks. A girl appeared in front of him, fish-net stockings and a denim jacket; how sad it all was that he couldn’t just walk up and talk to her, he thought, after all, he wished her no harm and his intentions were good, but of course it was impossible. He kept walking the few blocks to get to the library itself, came to it and stepped inside, found a booth and sat in it, tried to put some sentences down, and, after a while, saw that the sun had come out, and so, he stood and closed his laptop and opened the glass door to the Library’s court-yard and sat in it, enjoyed the warmth on his face. After a while, he went back inside and worked a bit longer, decided to pack it up and start walking the streets again.

He passed a prostitute standing on a corner; a well-composed body in a micro-skirt and leggings, and they exchanged glances and he wondered about her and her life, that it had been reduced to this; after all, she was someone’s daughter, but, then again, what right did he have to judge anybody? By the time that he made it to the bottom of the hill to where he lived, the rain had stopped and the sun was peaking through a grey cotton wool sky. He walked past one of the old mansions on his block, turned and gazed at it, and, as always, was fascinated by it for reasons he couldn’t articulate - something about the place, the fact that it was boarded up. He would often wonder who lived there, what story it had to tell, had often vowed to check the place out, then thought: what the hell, there was no time like the present. He stepped towards it, and, on a whim, bent down and contorted his body through the hole in the fence, and, after some effort, came out the other side. Giant green tendrils of grass growing everywhere, an old wardrobe lying broken and rotten. He looked up at the house that looked also like an old broken wardrobe, and wondered what he was doing, creeping around someone’s property, walked up to it and came to the front door, lifted it up on its hinges and tossed it aside and stepped inside.

The place was a shamble, cracked floorboards turning inside out, rubble and birds flying around and nesting, bird-s**t caked to the floor. And yet, despite it all, he was curious. A broken lounge set sat in the middle of the lower floor facing a smashed tv set, as though a family had once lived here years ago, and had simply upped and left, a set of stairs leading to un upper floor. He walked over to them, stood on the bottom rung and looked up at the rotting carpet and stairs that were still intact that led to an upper room, and suddenly wondered if maybe squatters actually lived here, called out but there was no answer. He put his weight on the bottom rung and took a step and the wood creaked and groaned and took his weight and he came to an upper floor where an empty room stood with a bed in it which was adjacent a window where light seeped in unnoticed.

He walked into the room and sat on the bed and looked out the window and wondered who had once lived here, what a building like this was doing vacant, for, the place, it must have been worth a fortune, then lay back down on it, listening to the traffic going past, wondering at the world and his place in it, eventually falling off to sleep. Dreams of old girlfriends’ past, coming to him, people he had disappointed and failed. When he opened his eyes, he saw that it was getting dark, looked around and recognised the possibility that he was probably taking some poor desperate person’s bed, lifted himself up and looked around the room, deciding, in his mind, to be kinder with himself from now on: after all, hadn’t he lived like this at one time in his life? He stood, hearing the bed springs squeak, wondering if someone had heard him come in, then realised that it must be someone’s room as the bed itself was so neatly made, and the room was swept and manicured. He turned and left and made his way down the stairs and came out onto a dark and foreboding street, a man staring at him, walking past. He started making his way home, deciding, in his mind, to get himself ready for the following day, to work.

The next morning, the call to work came and he took it, got himself showered and dressed and got in the car and made it to the school with ten minutes to spare. For the rest of the week, he took calls and worked, and then, Friday came, the day when they were booked to play, and, as always, he recognised the pre-gig jitters that he would always get, in the hours beforehand. He had managed to clean out his car and make it to his mate’s place with time to spare, got out of the car and rang the buzzer.

‘Hello?’ The voice of his mate, crackling over the line.

‘It’s me.’

In the next instant the door clicked and buzzed and he pushed it open and made his way up the stairs, stood and waited for him to open the door. After a while, he heard chains rattling around from the inside, then locks being unlocked, and then the door creaked open and he saw his mate standing there, reminding him of a skeleton.

‘Hey, man.’

‘Hey. Come on in.’

He walked through to the small lounge room where they had spent so many Friday nights, watching tv and eating pizza.

‘Hey, man, are you ready?’

‘Nearly, just sit down for a sec, we got time.’

John sat down on the couch and packed a cone in the small glass pipe that he would always use, lit it and sucked. Smoke rose through the chamber and he put it down and started coughing, hiding his head in his hands until it passed, then poured himself a shot of tequila, gulped it down and poured another, sat, slumped over the couch.

‘Hey, man, are you gonna be ok, we’re on in like two hours.’

John slumped forward as if in a daze, as though he was going to pass out on the couch that he was sitting in, reminding him of a zombie, and he suddenly wondered if he was asking too much of him, getting him to play base a venue, in front of people.

‘Look, man, we got to go, seriously.’

He turned and looked back at him and suddenly snapped out of it, all of a sudden, as though he had only just woken up, started tying his shoes, then, got to his feet, moving in slow motion. Mike stood and managed to get the base and the base amp out of there, started dragged it down the stair, then got it into the car, and they got in, and fought their way through the traffic, got there an hour and a half later.

The sun was setting on the horizon by the time that he got all the amps in the place, the guitars and leads. A few sullen punters were slumped over the bar, and then more people came funneling in the place, two women, both with long hair and skin tight jeans hugging broad hips. They got the amps on stage and more people started to arrive, and, they were overdue to start. Mike tuned up his guitar, got his amp working, then suddenly heard the deep grumbling of John’s base playing, looked over at him, saw his figure coming to life, like a life-sized puppet, moving about, and he realized that all of the stories were true, that in fact, he actually was a retired rocker, a music legend, thin hair falling over his face, thin arms with scribbled tattoos. A thick base line that was coming out of his amp, telling a story, nothing they had rehearsed, but brilliant, enigmatic and authentic. Mike started playing the lines that they had agreed on, but nothing was working and he could feel the restlessness of the crowd, and then a scent of fear that was starting to build as though there was a sentiment that whatever it was that they were doing wasn’t working, except for John who played on, reinventing, constructing, holding firm, solid in the restlessness of the crowd, his experience on display, and then his other mate brought the electronic beat and something was happening, something Mike couldn’t really understand or control, but knew that they had done their part, had brought what they could and that it was up to him to find a way, or it was on him and the gig was a bust.

Mike could feel the sweat dripping from under his shirt, thought he heard somewhere griping, felt the fact that the crowd had payed money to come and see this, searched desperately to find the hook, then paused and asked himself, what the hell was John trying to say on the base? Then stood and listened, tried to imagine what sort of guitar sound, he himself would like to hear, then, like a miracle, threw it all to abandon and found it, the hook, and clung to it for dear life, tried, after a while, to add some different ideas in, as though he knew what he was trying to say the whole time, and, low and behold, it worked, better than he ever thought it could have, and there was actual appreciation from the crowd, and then, all of a sudden, the whole thing was over, and they turned the amplifiers off and retired to a secluded spot to revel in what the hell they had just done. Mike sat, delighted by the feel of two women’s hips, sitting next to him, two fully grown blondes, and then another blonde was leaning over him, and he looked over at the smiling faces of his friends and thought that he’d died and gone to heaven, sat and drank and enjoyed falling into the haze of booze, and the rest of the night went like this until they were piled into a cab, some other old friends, and members of other bands who played that night.

Mike remembered looking over at them all, and the cab driver, at the dark night all around them, and wondered, all of a sudden, if he had found what it was to be alive, the gold tooth in the cab driver’s mouth winking at them, as though it were some sort of sign of things to come �" money, fame, wealth - and then, they were piled back in in John’s place, and playing records and endless beer being handed around.

 

*

 

Mike woke the next day with a raging hang-over, heard the ringing of his mobile phone, picked it up and heard John’s voice, asking him if he wanted to meet and he agreed, showered and got dressed and made his way down to the café. John was sat, hunched in a corner table, reading a paper, glasses on, looking aloof, and no different to any other morning.

‘Hey, man.’

‘Hey.’

In the next moment, Tina was standing at the table and he looked up at her, and they ordered their coffees.

‘Pretty good gig last night, aye, man?’

John looked over at him from behind his glasses, tilted his head and looked at him and frowned and Mike remembered the point that he often made: that he didn’t want to talk about it, and Mike could see where he was coming from with that, understood the superstition surrounding art, that it was a mysterious thing and best not spoken about. Tina came back with the coffees and placed them down in front of them.

‘So, you’re well, Mike?’

‘Yeah, not bad, Tina, you?’

‘Oh, you know, working away.’

‘Onya.’

‘Hey, you ever heard of a guy called Bonobo?’

‘Can’t say as I have.’

‘He’s great, you should check him out.’

‘Ok, I will.’

With that, she turned and left, and they sat and sipped their coffee and faced each other, and then, after a while, John put his paper down and looked at him.

‘So, what’s on the agenda for today?’

Mike grimaced at the question.

‘Don’t know, still pretty tired after last night, might still try and get down to the library, you?’  

‘Yeah, nothing.’

‘Nothing? Oh, come on, man, you must be getting up to something?’

‘Probably just go home and get smashed.’

Mike looked John, at his craggy, lined face, and suddenly saw that he was miserable, but didn’t know how to help.

‘I don’t know, man, do you want me to come over, hang out a bit?’

‘Nah, it’s fine, I’ll be alright.’

He looked at him, and realised that it wasn’t alright, saw that he was genuinely in pain.

‘How about a meeting man? There’s plenty around. There’s AA, NA. I’ve seen them advertised in St Kilda.’

‘Nah, I’ll be right.’

He looked back at him and put his paper down, and started packing up.

‘Well, guess we’d better start making a move then.’

Mike looked back at him and thought, why? If you’re only going to go home and smash your health further, why not hang out for a bit longer, try and keep from poisoning yourself, but didn’t say anything, and then they were approaching the counter and paying and standing outside looking at each other.

‘Well, it’s a beautiful day, man, you sure you don’t want me to come over?’

‘Nah, it’s fine, you do what you have to do, we’ll catch up…’

‘Ok, man, I guess I just worry about you.’

‘It’s fine, you go.’

Mike turned and then turned back to him, saw him walking away.

‘We played a good gig last night, man!’

But he just kept walking, and so, Mike turned around and started walking, himself, determined to make something of the day.

*

That Friday, he finished work for the week and called him up on the phone to have their usual Friday night tv session, but there was no answer, and so, he walked around to his house and rang the buzzer but there was no answer there either. And same, the next day, and the day after that, and two weeks went by, and still he hadn’t heard from his mate, then began to wonder if something was seriously wrong.

And then, one day, driving home from work, his phone rang and he pulled over and picked it up, and an older women’s voice started telling him that she was John’s ex wife and that he had passed away a week ago and he sat and looked out at the traffic going by and suddenly, nothing seemed to make sense any more. He thanked her and she told him that there was going to be a funeral and he drove home and everything suddenly seemed surreal and full of meaning, the dark thunder clouds looming, the traffic on the road, the rain tapping on the windshield, the droplets running down, all of it somehow like a love letter from his mate to him, and he drove home and parked the car and went to bed, wishing that his friend would have stayed with him just a little bit longer, suspecting that it was going to take time to understand it.

The funeral was held a month later. Mike picked up his mates and they all wore black, marking the occasion, and he marveled, for a moment, looking at them, himself included: if ever there was a bunch of solemn unusual looking, individuals…


They arrived on time. Family members spoke and Mike was amazed to see his friend as a younger man in photographs, then got up and spoke and then it was all over, and they ate sandwiches and drank coffee and heard and told stories about their mate. Life went back to normal for Mike, but then, nothing is ever as it seems, and losing a best friend showed him that: the value of things. Every once in a while, he would sit with Chris and have coffee and occasionally they would reminisce about John but it was never the same. Every once in a while, he would swear that he would catch a glimpse of a skinny old man wearing an obscure band t-shirt, screen-printed on, and for a second his heart would miss a beat and he would have to suppress the urge to run up and talk to him, or see the guy's face that was John's face, and yet not his face and he would remember that his mate was gone. Sometimes, he half fancied that he could hear him in his ear, but of course it was all imagination and superstition, and yet Mike would always enjoy imagining that his mate was now traversing some other plane, playing a base line to a different crowd, who were equally appreciative, a new crowd, equally bad a*s, and in a dive, somewhere else, mahogany walls with band posters, where a woman with a generous body was serving alcohol, open, all hours.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

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