Trusting People AgainA Poem by ZnikbewThis is not a poem!! I can't write a good poem for my life! This is for all of the people who know me in real life, (even tho I don't have my real name on here,) so that they can understand me and all
People say that a life without friends will make you miserable. But I say that a life WITH friends can make you miserable just as well. You can get to really close to someone, and that's great! But what would happen if they leave you? You'd feel completely helpless and miserable. But I guess that most people would rather take a chance on LOSING a friend rather than having NO friends. But not me.
What's the point of getting close to someone and getting to know them if you're just going to lose them? I know that that doesn't usually happen with friends, but I can't be so sure with my experiences. Im terrified of getting left behind, or getting rejected. But I guess that it just isn't life if you don't get hurt in it, right? So I'll try to get close to people, just at my own rate. But just know that there WILL be times where I'll just stay back, trying to avoid people. Because I've been hurt and rejected before. We all have. It's just, for me, to a lot harder to get back on my feet again after all of that. So, if you know me in real life, (even though I don't actually have my real name on this page,) and you see me avoiding you at school, it's not because I hate you. I've been getting that a lot lately. I go to school and try avoiding others, and they ask me why I hate them. It's not that I hate you, (or that's particularly like you,) it's just that I don't want to be close to you. Or anyone. I DO have some close friends at school though, just two people, so you know that it's not impossible for me to make friends. It just takes me time to do so. So if you actually want to be my friend, all you need todo is realize that don't want to get hurt, and that you'll never leave my side. I think that everyone would like to know that. And if you do, I promise you that I'll slowly start opening up, and start trusting people again. © 2017 Znikbew |
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Added on April 7, 2017 Last Updated on April 7, 2017 AuthorZnikbewDream Land, OHAboutI'm a very closed up person. It takes me a long time to open up to other people. I have a hard time trusting people since you never know who you can trust. I'm that kind of shy person who sits in the .. more..Writing
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