That Summer Day

Just a poem representing myself

My heart is squished,

By heavy tears,

Translucent on my cheeks,

Bitter and cold on my chest.

My heart,

All but broken,

It sometimes seems to barely beat,

What I used to feel inside,

Lays more dormant.

I ruined the man I once loved,

The man I still love,

But the love has changed,

For he has changed,

He still says the words,

"I love you",

But it's not the same,

The feeling isn't there,

I ruined him,

That summer day,

Last year.

We still play the lovers part,

Hiding and lying to ourselves,

Like nothing ever happened,

But that fact is,

On that summer day,

I made my last mistake.

Now,

Shy from a year later,

We still lay together,

But it's just not the same,

Our love ended that Summer day.

When he came home that night,

And I saw his face,

It had been eight months since I last saw him,

And I couldn't help but cry,

I cried in joy of his return,

And sadness for his next good-bye,

For I knew that would be our last day,

I wanted three days for ourselves,

Our final nights of love and bliss,

But the guilt was to high,

I told him that very night.

I regret my choice while he was gone,

But I only strayed once,

"That was enough", he said as he left me,

That summer day,

I cried like never before,

Sure death was at my door,

I didn't even peak.

Why we pretend now,

That everything is okay,

I think,

It's because we both...

Regret,

That summer Day.

June 18th, 2013 the last day of a beautiful thing.

Author's Note

*cries*

Reviews

[Sourav]

Very emotional... and makes one sad. Good thing is that you've expressed your feeling nicely. Good write. Chheer up!

[Dawn]

This is why open relationships are good. :)
Your poem is sad but beautiful.

[Oswald Chesterfield Cob..]

I-I'm so sorry for you :( If you ever ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Never be afraid to ask :'( (hugs in a friendly way)

[Hannavas R.]

heh you're to nice princess (referencing your photo)

[Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot]

lol I'm a guy btw :P and I just hate seeing you upset, I know we just met, but Ill always be here

[Hannavas R.]

heh you're like me, and does that mean i can't call you a princess?

[Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot]

lol no, I guess you can still call me princess >3< lmao IM A PRETTY PRINCESS XD

[Hannavas R.]

YAY PRINCESS :D

[Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot]

:) lol you are so fricken cute... UMMM 030'''' I didnt say nothing

[Hannavas R.]

WHAT? I didn't quite catch that? heehee *snicker snicker*

[Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot]

lol * blushes dark red and hides my face*