My Childhood [Gone]

About Abuse

I was a tiny child
So innocent and mild
You told me we would play a game
Werent you ashamed

You told me not tell mother
Nor my dad
You said it was our secret

And if i told, you be mad

How could you do that to a child
Who was trustingly given under your care
How can you live with what you've done
To think of the past,how could you bare?

Nothing gave you the right
To use a kid for you dirty game
For you actions,back then
Atleast show some shame

When will you ever feel guilty
For hurting me inside
or will the things,you've said and done
Will you, always hide

How could you mess up a mind
Of child who trusted you
How can you still be living with what youve done
It was wrong, are you even sure you knew?

You never said your sorry
For how im haunted every day
Of what you did to me
and how you hurt me in that way

You betryed me,
a little girl who trusted you
If I saw you ever again,at you
Id shout and swear

Sometimes I feel so rotten
and they tell me its not my fault
but I feel so dirty,party involved
Like pepper is to salt

I was four year old
but I guess to you it didnt matter
I cry silently at night
and wonder " why was it me?!"

You took everything I wanted to keep for myself.
Not only did you took all the dignity I had,
and my heart, my happines,

But something you took that Ill never forget was...
My childhood.
 

Reviews

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I can relate to this, it's cruel and horrible and I hope all child abusers die. Great write though, you're an amazing writer.