My.X.Insanity

My lips go numb
Purple as plum
Nervous and stuttering
Butterflies fluttering
How I want to feel your hot breath
That sends me beyond the grave, to death
Heart swelling, ready to burst
That’s the first part of love, but it’s not the worst
It is when the feelings are rejected
My whole mind is totally affected
You words are full of sorrow
And they wont exist tomorrow
“I’m sorry, but I don’t feel the same”
You played with my heartstrings, like it were a game
Our love, broken into pieces
Then the tight grip releases
That held our world together
Now, more transparent then a white feather
The cold night sending shivers down my spine
But in my head all I see your, beauty divine
I could lose myself within your eyes
As blue as the warm bright skies
How perfect I thought you were
Although now our love is just a blur
In that short time it was my love you stole
But I didn’t even notice, I was like a blind young foal
Our world trashed and scattered
My beating heart now shattered