what happened

Thursday, June 07, 2007 what happened?                                                            Current mood: crushed        How can you be "best friends" when your "best friend" won't even talk to you?       How am i sopose to survie        Without you by my side?       I can't even call you like i used to. I know all the hard times we went through. So whats so different about this one?    You have friends you spend time with...          I have some too.   Are you afraid I'm replacing you? Well guess what I'm to afraid of loosing you. But I guess thats what is happening.    I try but you push me away with the hurtful things you say.   We planned to do things together We said our FriendShip would last ForEver.  But why do you still wear our "FriendShip Ring" If to you it doesnt mean a thing?  It makes me so angery I want to cry But i can't cry,It hurts to much And i don't know why.    I try , I try But these tears are dry.   I'll just put a BandAid over my heart So it won't Completly fall apart.     You're the only one that can mend This pain i feel inside. But instead you pour salt on my wounds Make it hurt more.   I'm sure I put you through the same torture I'm sorry i don't intend to do it.  Will you please tell me what I'm doing wrong So i can fix everything and Hopefully our pain will be gone.    What happened to "US"?  I may not show it but I need you. Even if our "FriendShip" is through I'll still Love You...ForEver till the End You will always  remain in My Heart as "my very Best Friend"

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[Astrid Hamilton]

I feel the same way with my best friend, my husband. He is a pilot and he goes on leave,
and sometimes I get sad and sit alone in misery
of missing him and needing him,
so I pass time alone, reading books, writing,
listening to the background of t.v.
that I never watch, but I watch the birds,
and out the window, sounds I hear and heard,
of a Cessna plane, a helicopter that belongs to him,
and I run to the window and yell for him,
but he does not hear me,
and he does not say,
when he'll be returning in my life this way,
so I sit and I sit, two long years it has been,
so maybe since you, who sit,
missing your best friend,
should set aside the most ignorant thing:
pride,
and call your friend and use that beautiful voice you have
so maybe the both of you won't feel sad,
and it'll be as not a day has passed,
but if you pass it by,
it will be forever gone,
and at least
you'll maybe always be alone,
meaning in your heart,
where it's obvious
love has grown...