last sunrise

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

last sunrise Current mood: depressed   It's like a black hole is inside of my heart.. but i don't understand how i can feel so empty when everyone is around sometimes i just want break down and cry not knowing the reason why... and you can't live your life not knowing how or look for something real and try to find a way out they don't even know how i feel so i'll just sit here and stare... i know this isn't a dream anymore b/c im so close to shutting this door even when this is all over there still won't be enough said b/c i'll still have all these thoughts running through my head i don't know how the world revolves going around and around not feeling like me or feeling left out... it's all bottled up inside of me screaming at me making me feel like i should end this life so noone would have to worry or care anymore i know this doesn't make sense it's not even in order 4 am and im still trying to write this and thinking about all the things going on and feeling so down so i'll finish this off and forget all the lies as i go and watch my last SunRise...................

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I love sunrises. Especially when I'm watching them all alone on a cold, cold day.
What really makes this stand out is that it's kind of in a diary format, but a poem all the same, it makes it look authentic.
Just try to watch your spelling more, and no fair trying to use realism as an excuse ;D