yes, i understand. i used to hold onto everything, whether it was a gift i never used, or even something simple like a birthday card from my dentist, or plastic bags i might need to use in the future. then one day i threw everything away, no matter how practicle or unneccessary. like a basket of bag apples, they all felt contaminated by one another, and needed simply to go all at once.
"Regardless of whether the answer of 'what do I mean to you' flatters me or not, such a question's only intention is merely for a shared understanding of one's place in another's life."
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