I Had a Weary Dream & Grew Weary
In my bed fat songs & hymnals
howl beneath the covers in delicate despair
I have too many dreams.
I watch the screen & freeze
into a perceived glimpse of things.
I rush the heavy doors of a grand sale shutdown.
The doors slam as I arrive.
A visa to Italy stands up in my porch swing.
Her arms stretch chain to chain.
She heaves her hula hips to fly in breezes.
I weep a wave of spring water that screeches
a love song to solidarity.
I nap in pieces.
An opera of dance bones sing, March on,
March on, in a deep monotone.
A small herd of gazelles stand startled
in the act of unconsciousness.
I am analyzing the ceiling with my eyes open.
My walls have dark debris in the cracks
of ruffled dry wall.
I am impoverished with nightmares.
My till of winks is an empty bowl.
I am the clock that minutes cheat.
Now it is too close to morning to find sleep.