Satisfy

I don't even know what words to

describe or speak, the sensation when 
both our lips met. Not knowing what was
right or wrong, it just happened and
took me by surprise.

It was not the pleasure or lust that took over,
but a sense of longing and known understanding.
What mattered was not the consequence
but the company and warm embrace of trust.

Giving yourself up to one another and
taking the risk was a uncomfortable feeling.
But knowing that you'll be together for
that one time and forever, all those doubts
just disappear.

It was frightful to think how painful it would be
when both thoughts become one. But when
we gaze in our empty filled eyes, we already
knew and entrusted everything on the line
for just that one moment.

"Damn..."

If it wasn't right or wrong then you were already
the answer to my question.

Watching you rest and hearing you murmur out
my name in your dream was more than enough 
satisfying.