To the real, and only, true love, of my lifeA Poem by The_Ancient_Rock ... LOVE Love poem... even if... a sad poem... To the real, and only, true love, of my life.
Girl... Now, I don't really, create music, Kind'a lost the will, to do it, use it... But sure... guess I, can try... Write some, poetry... No lie... Your music... it's so beautiful... Just... makes me, so sad... Now... I'm always, like that... So it's ok... dutiful... Somethings, really make me, mad... Terrible... horrible. If I was... H.G. Wells... Or some genius, scientist... Maybe I could... reverse, all bells, Make it all, better, turn back time... Time goes by... really should, see a dentist, But if I could... I would... Make all beautiful, happy, lovely, perfect... Maybe even, if you wish it, so... Make you, all mine. Biology... it's not, mathematics. Many people, really should, change, thematics, Yes, as well, we know, and can see, we, you, or me... Many times... one plus one, makes three... This is not dumb... some times, even more... Two, make one, two, three, or four... Sometimes, we have to hide, if it is fate... If so many feel, for some, nothing but hate. Someone once said... You are childish, not mature... Makes me... very sad... Some people, are complete idiots... And yes... some man... nothing but dicks... Some women... hateful, thorns, true pricks. Ah... LOVE... poetry... If as... some say... I just, could or, may, But in this, time and space... We have to, consider, some people, of this... sometimes, Inhuman, This they call... The Human Race. Yes... love... If such, were the times... If some... were nothing, but slimes, I would be, with you, shower you with, love... Bend the knee... put you high, on a steeple, above. Yes... my dove, my love... Could even, give you, a trove. Baby... so true, are you... People, help the people... Some people, love some people... And... so true... am I, People, can chain, the people, People, can hurt, the people, Some people, destroy people, Some people, hate people, Some people, ravish people, Some people, kill people... And even... some people, Try to save, some people, Heal, some people, And either we, enjoy it, or not, We have to deal, with some people, We all know... no lie, Some say it is... I say idiot, Not to say... even far worse, names... Such are the plans, schemes, hidden agendas, So much fun, things that should, never be done... So very indeed... Human, to bring on others, problemas, Or even worse, not magical, still a curse... Or... some penance, or a death sentence. Ah... my love... Beautiful dove... Some... deserve, some things, Others are true... innocents. Such is the World... Wet, dry, hot, warm, freezing, chiling, or just cold. Please... pitty, please... Try not... to cry, or let tears rain, down your face, Like eternal rivers, that fill, space. Say the truth, or lie... Please, endure, don't die! Yes... some day, things end... For creature, vegetable, or MAN... There is no need, to pretend... But... we can try, heal, mend... And today, doesn't need to be, that death day, neither tomorrow, next week, month, or year... It can be... some day... so very... far away. Yes... my dove... love. Yes you were, still a child, So bright, wise, kind, brave, maybe even, a tiny bit wild, Yes... I am... a bit old, yes... maybe even cold. But not for you, no my dear, never for you. I can go to hell, but for some, above all, you... Please do believe... I do shed one, or a'many tear, And... my special one, my soul, heart, shivers in fear. And such, can or not, be the day, month, week, or year... And me... maybe not... so strong... or belong, Maybe... weak, fragile, some can be... meek. But... we should never, feel less... Turn away a bless... drop the fight, Drop our arms, surrender, end the light. My love... my dove, Broken, a wounded bird, you may feel... My Angel... from above... Time may sooth... maybe even, heal, The feeling, of going insane, all the pain. Ugly pretty? Never... the most BEAUTIFUL, And me... Oh yes... pretty... ugly. Time never stops, can be deadly... Are we... the beast, and the beauty? And some even, do may love, the hedious. The deficient, amputated, broken... Or even the so very, anoying, boring, tedious, To some... so "perfect, "kind", "persons", Find some, even so very... repulsive... Some people, should never, have been born... Never been, daughters or sons, For so other, lives, they thorn. My love, my dove... Angel from above... I LOVE YOU! In life, or death, We never did wed... Even share a bed, But... I do! It is, so true... Love... for you... Special words... I do, I do, I do... And... I always will, Always had, it's real... Always apart, drives me, a bit mad, Sad, Sad... and so sad. My love, my dove... Have I... in time, Broken, your wonderful, heart? Never together, we... always apart. Since we were born, since from the start... Yes... star crossed, indeed, Juliet... we all need... A little bit, of fun, If such time, may come, And we may even... love others, No matter size, age, or colors. But please, do believe... You and forever, will always be, the most special one. Above some, above all... Even if we never... talk to each other, or call, Or be in presence, just have a dialog... Instead of a song, a poem, a letter, or monolog. Some things, we can do, others... never done. Please don't be sad... feel shun... You are not... some, You trully are the ONE. Not for everyone... Others maybe... one, or some. If you can... and I do hope... Live your life, laugh, love, have fun, If with me... Ah... such a wonderful, delightful, beautiful... Thing? Feeling? Pleasurable, Friendly, Perfect, Whatever... all good things, all this, could be. My love, my dove... You are now, even more, than ever... Before... severe danger, My Angel from above, Yes... I may, feel anger. But never... anger for you. And this is true. In danger, for being kind... Sweet, innocent, naive even, a bit, These times, true love can be a crime, Yes... never doubt, you are a criminal, A criminal, for some, you may be... But... criminal, never, ever, like me... Please Angel... do you see? Maybe you are, not a real Angel... Just a girl, a simple Woman, And sometimes, for some, I can be, a bad Angel, Hateful, in rage... even so very, cruel... My beautiful one, some things, can fuel. Never, ever... for... or, to you! Some others... as the crow, nevermore! Alas... things are not, as before. And you are beautiful, and pure, You are... never... a w***e... Some "people" are very monstruous, obscure. Some things in life... so difficult, to endure. Ah... yes... LOVE, poetry, music... I would love to do... For me, a bit difficult, trickery... My love, my dove... Angel, from above, My words, can put you, in danger... But for me, to say, nothing... stranger. The world... has gone... some... Cruel, deranged, brutal, insane, bad, So... So... very... very... sad. For you... and others, I could do... Fill oceans with my tears... With agony... and fears. Whatever I... may be, As we all can, well see... No priest, no saint... To be abstinent... In restraint... A so very... Difficult thing. At least in my past... Some things, may last... Horrible, despicable, unspeakable, Imoral, some things... I'm not unbreakable. However... others... may climb walls... Shout, scream, honk, bang, demand... Always feel, patriotic, rightful, righteous, justified, purified, be careful... with sand. As I said, so sad, some things... never the plan. They may, own a house, drive a car, have a purse... To some people, a real life curse... Some... far worse than me, than I ever could, No one... ever... should... They EAT... but it's not food... What the HELL is wrong... With you... dude? Yes... if you can... Write a poem, sing a song. Make some money, why not? Hell... make a whole lot! We all need to feed, transport... And to dress... wear a cloth. We all need... a home. Some place... to rest the flesh and bone. Even if we do, or do not call it, our own. Even if... we just... don't belong. These things, for some, and me, may be. Some... live in slums or are homeless... Never for you! I hope! To feel... hopeless. And yes... my love, my dove, Angel from above... I can... write a lot... I can write for the whole, lot! Write to the world... so... very hot, or cold, write to the nun and the priest, write to the sinner, and the saint, write, to the feeble and the meek, write, to the wolf, lion or sheep, write to the powerful, rich, and strong, write to the weak, poor, that never belong... write to the trully evil, criminal and creep, write, write, write, and never stop... write to the doctor, nurse, or cop, write to the simple baker, in the shop, write... right? Wrong... some things are never... right. The world, seems to be... in flames baby. When have we... or some, become, so extreme? So... fascist, nazi or communist? So very... patriotic, neurotic? Obsessive... and trully compulsive? So... so... very... for me... repulsive. The world is burning baby... Some people seem... to have gone, crazy... May they be atheists, moralists, puritans... Or simply... zealots, religious fanatics. My love, my dove... Please, I'm begging you, Try... not to cry... Above all survive! Always try... to never die! Let your tears dry... Or... if it makes you, feel better... So healthy, Human, it may be... Real feelings, a real need. If it helps, somehow, to bear, To resist, to endure, if it's a cure... Then to do so... you must. No... this is not... fair! Not to you or anyone. Maybe we are at war... Maybe it will knock at our door... Maybe these difficult times, are worse... than before. Some... seem to be, burning, scorching... Some... suffering, crying, nearly dying, Is the war... on the battlefield? Or... in our towns, cities, houses, streets? Or... in our minds, spirits, souls and hearts? My Angel... from above. My love, my dove... Some knew... these days would come. It was very real... for some, if not everyone. Yes... maybe... I've gone mad. The world has gone mad. Can we heal, is there any cure? Is it possible? Will we endure? To stop the war. To stop... all wars! Or if not, at least... Turn things a bit, as they were before... As they were... Yes... still cruel... Still bad... But now... just seems, A never ending duel... Some say... As they may... Point the finger, Linger... Say truth or lies, Be insects, moths or flies... It's all my fault. And the ones you love... Or just happen to love you, Will pay, and pay, and pay, And we will act... as we may, Such a terrible... dismay. I open the wrong book... I don't know, how to cook, The virus it's my fault... I am to be blamed, I didn't halt, If everything I speak, or write... Would become real, so very real... I would be, very rich, have love, be free. That never, ever, happens, it is not the deal. Some say... your fault! You had the wrong religion... The bad... religion... You made wicked rituals... It was... your vision, decision, You opened the seal... Crap! Bollocks, Nothing but crap! I say... all culture is good... All books should try and be understood... Even though for me... for example, Hitler's Mein Kampf, a bad sample. Some... want to... hail, and hail, and hail! Hail Caesar, Hail the Emperor... fail... Yes... I, We... may all... fail. Some say... I'm a God... Others... I'm a Devil... Yes... this is... terrible. A... little more balance, please? I don't know... how about some, release? Very well... some things may, indeed be my fault. In some things... I may be, guilty, but in all? No... please stop! Halt! or... go to hell! My love, my dove... My Angel, from above, If you still have... Or trully own... You wings... So beautiful with no stings... Please do fly! Fly baby! As high as you can! Not far away! That's not what I meant! Please stay! Don't leave me! Hate me, love me, detest me, if you must... My love, shall not, become rust. Don't become... dust. Shine bright! Don't fall! Not for me! Or all! Please... survive! No matter, what! Ah... the other side... Well baby... I hope... you cope... And... plenty of time, for that... Some day... we all cross, or pass away... May for you... be a very, very... distant day! If not for you alone! Please do it... for me! I ask you so! I beg of thee! And if you can... Be happy! As happy, as you can be! So very happy... It is my true wish... For you! Bliss! Happiness! Never give up! Never surrender! Fight, fight, and fight... Against the end, of the light. Such is what, I trully want, for you... My vision... in sight, Life should not ever, be a plight... But don't give up... in the light! Have hope! Don't do dope! A few days ago... I saw, a show... The new Birdy... Well... Is it... sell? Different hair... Sure... can be dye, Or... nightmare. Way older... It seemed... A bit colder, But that can be... It's how I see, Different posture, Ok... composture... Different... body... Sure... anybody, Different voice? Must be... some noise. People change, Is this a game? Face... yes... Looks... bit similar, Confess... Not quite as linear, Not so perfect, A bit... Convert? I look into the deck, Yes... now I have to do that, Then I look, into a book... And as ever... I look... I read... I read, PROPAGANDA! Seems to be an agenda... Fine! Whatever... Change in the weather, Change in the line. Either I see the real YOU! Back! May you be happy or blue. 2021- For me it shall be... Your last album... So sorry. My love, my dove... Angel from above... The deck revealed, Many other things as well... concealed, Well... first I saw... A cow... on DP... Yeah... "poetry", Indeed! A terrible, Horrible, Disguting, Deed... some did. Well... Satan, must be walking, the Earth... The true Anti-Christ, step on the dirt... Sorry baby... this is not a flirt... You are a true, real, artist! Poetess, musician, singer... You play, with such, beauty... Both... Piano and Guitar... How did things... get so far? You told me... so honestly, Second hand, news... Yeah... my blues. Ah... LOVE, POETRY... Fine, I'll try... In a few lines... A few more... rhymes. Before that... I must confess, I've lost a lot... Screw this plot! As you, well, may know... So very... low. I lost... everything... That had, some, meaning. Indeed, very, redempting. Everything... but you, it seems... I LOVE YOU!!! Please, forgive, if you can... My little, transgressions, And indiscretions... If I, masturbate, to other women... Sometimes, watch porn... Even may, a few times, Whatever, have sex, with other women... Please try and understand... How very, difficult, I know... It may be, for you, How very sad... you may get... You know, these things, to be real, We never wed, always apart... Not even a kiss, on the cheek, Or just a... simple, handshake, I am, still sorry... I was so, damn... late. I am not, made of iron. I have needs. And sometimes... I have to, do it. If you may, please... Look away... Don't ever, be sad! Don't be heart broken! Love is beautiful. It is pure. Even Romeo... And Juliet... Had at least... One, single time. I can't be, abstinent! Please, forgive me! I can't! I need a tiny, little bit, of pleasure, in my very so... sad life. To release, sometimes... some tension. Doesn't mean, I don't care, about you! Doesn't mean, I don't, so very much, love you! It's basic, physiology... And... necessity. If we were, together... Believe me or not! I would always... And forever... Be so, faithful, Loyal to you... And be with, no other, ever. I would, even stop... With the porn. But... things are, as they are... This is reality... And sometimes... a man, has certain... needs. As do women, as well... I do so, believe. Please, forgive me! Try, if you can... somehow, understand... Must be so, very difficult... Now even, more so! And for you, I will have, some time, without watching, porn, or making sex, with other women, (almost impossible anyway) and if I do, feel the need... do it, only on my bed... And under, the covers. Honey... I trully am, sorry... If in, some way, you ever can... PLEASE, FORGIVE ME! A TRUE LOVE SHORT POEM My LOVE, beautiful DOVE, White dove of peace... Never a beast, I loved you so... I LOVE YOU, so... You are... All BEAUTY, Decency, Honesty, A true, real friend, No pretend. You always, were kind, Yes, I find... Such, in my mind, Never, a single lie, Sometimes, so sad, Makes me, want to, die... I'm not... so glad. Wherever, you may be... I never, lost faith, In thee... You were, never, some bait. Please... go on! Please! Please! PLEASE! LIFE! We, never wed, Fine... My real... Wife. So sorry! So sorry! So... deeply sorry! Recover! I love you, Like no other! If I did... Shut, my eye lid, As always... Blind... Not in my, right mind. If I've forsaken thee... And some others, I won't say, it was destiny, Or... loosing feathers... I believed, it was the best... For you... and the rest. Maybe... If I'd let them go, They will, prosper so... Be happy, Find love, Someone true, That love you. Maybe you did, Or not... Forbid... You, I never did, Never, wanted that, My love, my dove... Bright ANGEL from above. I am sorry! Sorry! Sorry! Tears, may shed, At my desk, On my bed... Won't fit in no flask, Makes me, so sad. So blue... This is, all true. I love you! I love you! I love you! If... some time, I resign, And, just die... Baby... do try, Don't cry, live on, never die! Please! Carry on! Carry on! Go on! Living... Your life! We'll see each other... My true Wife... More, than you, I love, no other... And if, in reality, A possibility, I could be, with you! So true! I would! I would! I would! Sorry, if I, hurt you, Or broken, your beautiful, heart, We were, always apart, But, I wish... we would have, been together, And never part... Forever, and ever, and ever! You were... young. I was... old. You sang, I sang, sometimes cold. Some, may say, brave, bold... Truth, be told... Not really, just alone, and desperate. I did, some things... I detest... You always, loved me, you are the... BEST!!! I was, all those, years ago... So madly, in love... with you. If I, continued... Doing such... I would be, finished... Because, I love you, so much! But things, are different, now... And I, will try, and go on... No matter, what! Please... do... just that! Keep on living. Even if... our souls, are bruised... And our hearts, are bleeding. I love you, so! I love you, so! I love you, so! How you... could ever, love, me so... Astonishing, Surprise... Such grace, and beauty... Always, and forever, in my mind! I do, give a damn! I do, really care, Forever, and... for you! Always... I do! I do! I do! I LOVE YOU! And, forever, and ever... Will, do so! I hope, you see... Some way, some how, I bend, the knee, I bow... always! To no other... but you. Yours trully... Now and forever! This requires, no signature. You know me... so very, well. The ones, that hurted you... I hope they, will forever, burn in hell... And if they, don't let you, be... In peace, or as well, and healthy... As you, may be... I may surely, completely just... lose my f*****g mind! You are, the most kind! The most, beautiful! You are, everything to me! And you will, always be! I LOVE YOU! THE REAL YOU! J...! I LOVE YOU! © 2023 The_Ancient_RockAuthor's Note
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