I walk along this winded road,
My mind is lost in thought,
I’m trapped in indecision,
He loves me, he loves me not.
I pull up a lonely flower,
Pluck the petals one by one,
My heart and mind are fighting,
And it’s time that someone won.
I can’t to myself softly,
I want to bring this to an end,
I need to know where I’m turning,
To a love or to a friend.
My heart begins to flutter,
As I reach my destination,
There are only two petals left,
There can be no hesitation.
But I can’t bring myself to do it,
I don’t think I want to know,
So I drop the destined flower,
And I let my confusion grow.
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Courtney Shaddock