You all keep saying I’ll be okay
That I’m better of without him anyway
That in the end it wasn’t meant to be
And that in time I’ll see.
You say I’ll learn from my mistakes
And life is just filled with heartbreak
And that every cloud has a silver lining
I say that you’re lying.
You say the pain will end soon enough
And that what doesn’t kill me just makes me tough
And that someday I’ll truly find “the one”
But I just wanna be done.
But what if I don’t turn out fine
After putting everything on the line
What if after this I can’t rise again
Would you let me end it then?
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Courtney Shaddock