Sound of Love

Does love make your heart flutter?
Does it make you feel warmth?
I can't see the light within my body
It's cold and I'm afraid
My body shakes as I say the word, love
My eyes are endless
My voice is in pain
Summer days seem like winter night
full of snow covering secrets
Life slowly dying and fading as if their life is being drained away by the purity of white
Voices echo though the night as the wind stir up chaos destroying the warmth of houses and trees
I'm cold...
Who am I to say what love is or should be?
I'm nothing more than the empty hollow shell named Pelio
Do I even deserve warmth if am heartless?
My real heart died years ago...
Fake smiles, fake laughs...who the hell am I?
A monster? A psycho?
From snow to water running down in droplets down to earth
Why do I still tear if I'm heartless?
There must be some part of me living, right?
Right?
I'm still looking for...my warmth to surround my body again
To laugh again
To smile again
To live
To love
Who am I...?