Everyday and Ever-Night Dreams

Truly is happening to me..

I was told to write a happy poem.

One about sparkles and unicorns.

Well,

I've got news for you.

There is no happiness in my world.

Dreams of drowning keep filling my mind.

Where I'm trapped within water and can't escape.

I'll claw at cliffs but stay trapped within the icy sea.

Cube of glass surrounding me encasing me in a warm fluid killer.

Friends dragging my lifeless body from pool unable to retrieve my breath.

A grey being holding me under a mirror and  leaving me confined to the cold white nothingness.

The dreams play on repeat forcing me to relive every moment of agony.

As if my subconscious was trying to tell me something and each time I don't comprehend it.

So it just keeps demanding that I live through each vision again.

The next night my mind conceives nightmares of death.

Animals carcases lining the streets in blood.

Their white bones protruding from mangled bodies.

Occasionally tossed into my path.

The day afters's night is once again filled with drowning.

Horribly painful drowning.

I awake to find blaring red scratches on my throat.

perhaps the monster in my sleep tried to claw itself free.

The grief I wake with is overbearing.

I can't stand it anymore.

These dreams are tearing my sanity into shreds.

I can't escape it.

I can't escape it.

I can't escape it.

Author's Note

How can I stop it?