Anxiety eats at me

I have been away these past few days because I have been suffering from some severe anxiety.  Tried Lexipro and Prozac and neither helped. Now only taking some Lorazepam to help me relax till my doctor actually gets back to me. Makes me feel like my doctor thinks I am just wanting some drugs and that I don't really have a problem.  I made an appointment with a psychiatrist finally but not till Wednesday and that is only for a counsel.  So I guess self medicating till then will do. I had stopped those things but now I will have to enduldge in them again to help calm my anxiousness. I have a little control over my heart beating fast but now its just the jitters I feel. Please pray for me that I will get through this soon.