Broken

I remember the first time i felt sex
I was hypnotized and sucked into the touch
Anything i would do
My soul was for sale
I wanted him to stay and be mine
I know he knew this
He destroyed me
He made me learn the wrong
He made me learn how to see the lies
I was devastated from loving someone that could take my emotions and throw them against the wall with no resent
He smeared the walls with my love
I was dead
I was broken
A journal full of how he made me feel makes me angry
Makes me think how could i let someone do those things to me
He said he loved me but then he loved others while i gave him my heart
Broken and tainted
I am no longer whole because of his touch