Two Roads Join Here

Yes I always tell you, I do remember when I wanted you and you didn't want me

Yes I again answer, when he says that now the tables are turned

30 something years we have been down this road and still know each other, he says

No, 30 years ago I was 8. Its more like 10 or 12 years we've been dancing this same dance, I say

He says leave your life where you are and come back to me

I tell him why are we talking about this

I tell him I don't want to talk about this ever

He proceeds to talk about it

I tell him I am going to hang up on him

He says hang up

I say its because your so wrong, you live life bad

You live In the struggle with hustling through your days

He says I've changed

I tell him no you haven't

It gets quiet and he says Hello

I tell him we always fight and we are always right there for each other

He says I know

It isn't love I think

It's time being passed

It's a magnet that pulls at us even though the magnet is chipping away slowly

I think of how he feels and how he makes me feel

The sex that leaks from his touch stays deep inside my veins causing me to have withdrawals when its been too long

So you see, its hard to let go

Im in a rut

Reviews

[redflutterby]

First I love your style...its not artificial or pretentious. Its like listening to a good friend open her heart bare and lay her deepest feelings on the table. It pulls you in...says listen to me now!! Its powerful in a simplistic way. And so relatable!!

[Lovely Pattie]

Thank you so much. Those words mean so much. I think it all starts with me being a great listener and I take it all in so its easier to release. I am glad you can relate.

[redflutterby]

Youre welcome Pattie!!

[A. Amos]

The sex that leaks from his touch stays deep inside my veins causing me to have withdrawals when its been too long
So you see, its hard to let go
Im in a rut

Nice...................

[Lovely Pattie]

Thank you. This one just spilled out of me as I sat here thinking.

[A. Amos]

well that is what art is all about spilling:)

[Lovely Pattie]

Exactly. Its like I always read that if its hard for you to do then maybe you shouldn't do it. If it comes easy to you then you should. So to me writing and words are easy.

[A. Amos]

that is why you are a poet

[Lovely Pattie]

That means a lot from someone like you who has already written a book and traveled 17 countries. Makes me smile for that sweet compliment.

[A. Amos]

my book is not published yet, as it's called confessions of married man so giving millions of thoughts

[Lovely Pattie]

Well its still a good place to be. I always wanted to write a book but then poetry, music and experience spoke to me to just spill at the moment and share. I bet that will be a great book.

[A. Amos]

if you can write poetry you can write a book. don't worry to much about experience look around millions of faces and sit with them trust me you will find very interesting stories, if you want to make it big then select topic which are rare but unique and catchy and work on them

[Lovely Pattie]

I need to learn to focus. I am a supervisor at a call center and I am always the listener. They always tend to tell me all their stories. I should start writing stuff down and using it for later for a book.

[A. Amos]

See you are at the right spot, I'm working on my book Mind of a Maestro, it will guide you all the steps you need to be on top and understand the surrounding

[Lovely Pattie]

Sounds like a great book. Well sir I must make way to a nap. Had a dentist appt earlier and I am exhausted. Thank you for chatting with me. Stay near. :)

[A. Amos]

Have a good day. I'm no Sir just your ordinary and humble friend.

[Lovely Pattie]

Thank you for being a friend. You have a great day yourself.

[A. Amos]

thanks.......