Let Go

I feel the way you look at me

I feel the way you wish to touch me

I miss you

I cry all the time, for you, inside

Your locked inside of my thoughts deep within my poor sweltering heart

You stay this very intoxicating idea

My spine shivers over the thought of your mouth on my neck

I wish to ravish the words you speak with a sweet long kiss

Its time again to sedate my poor troubled mental activity

Whiskey calls me to calm the mind full of things that will never be

To calm the desire that will never be unleashed as they wish

I sit here and think of the next words to lay down and i see the body of the one i miss

I see myself lose the thoughts that were meant to finish this memory, this flow of him running through my mind

The pain of loving you will always be a pain that i wish to run from but always end up in it

You were the one i let go and took for granted so i pay every day with the sadness of the one that got away

How i wish to reverse time and start again with you

Maybe just maybe it would of turned out as a fairy tale and true love, loving each other till we were 100 years old

I wish i was there laying in your lap as we did once in your parents van

I wish i was in the back seat riding around with your friends again

I wish you were in the same vicinity

My morals and my tempation of wanting you is always pushed to the limit when you come around

I figure God knew i needed you not close by to unleash me from the pain of being sired to you

One day i wish i could let you go but i know that will never be the case