Your Embedded

I try my hardest to not even think of you

I reach inside of my mind with every attempt to pull you out but it never works

You stay embedded in my skull and in my thoughts

I remember what we had, even though it wasn't a labeled thing, it was something

I try my hardest to scratch you out of my mind, but it isn't possible

My weakness lies within your skin and your touch

I could never walk away from you and it makes me weak

You make me weak

I drop everything for an inkling of time with you

You inspire my dirty thoughts

You inspire my want

If only it was possible to forget you

If only I could walk away from your grasp

Can someone help me erase the thought of him

Can someone help me forget his ways

No longer am I capable of moving on without his love

I am ruined

I am his