Can You See Through Me

Smiling on the inside

Bleeding on the outside

can you see through me

can you stop me

This is who I am

and you know that if you take that away

I am nothing

I will become nothing

You're afraid to take away what allows me to

Live

Even if it is hurting me

Crying on the outside

Bleeding on the inside

pain is all I know

guilt and depression is all I feel

 

 

 

Happy most of the time

 

crying on the inside

Breaking on the outside

laughing on the inside

Enjoying life

wanting it to end

Soundless music of a singing heart

Coughing up truth and swallowing lies

Sad most of the time

bleeding on the inside

dry cuts of endless pain

Smiling on the outside

crying on the inside

 

All running through my barren mind

Losing all sense of time-

all the time

It's enough to make you cry

but don't

It's just who I am

can you see through me now

can you stop me now

or will you even

Try