express

o to matter

now that the feeling has passed

i'm feeling calmer

i'm thinking clearer

and feeling something serious

and i remember what you remember

if only just to say it happened

and that it's cold outside here are my hands

of all the places i like this one best

in so many ways i laughed no way could you be going back

but it happened like that

and just like that

i dragged on

like what's happening now?

so i got angry with the reflection, everything, and threw it aside

i was unrecognizable

too inscrutably drawn on

to love you

like i love you

the give and take but mostly take

i forget that part

how to express how tired