ambiguous?

so i've been reading a lot about things like this

where to go now, 

I made you everything you see here, except this

except i made you cry

i was worried about what time had left

telling not showing you how

i was worried

so much about whatever, what matters is

I love you

because although the earth shifted when you came

the wind

and the sun squinted down on you

the crease in your temple the thunder in your eyes

the flower and the bird

when you smile

and a glint of hope surrounded by life

and for a minute I thought my heart would explain everything

not just expand

i found myself wondering what you were doing

but then, I was sorry

i never felt it like this

and I swear on my life

I'd be dead

no longer worrying about anything

checking the time

my pulse

i'm more worried about all those things I said

doesn't matter i tell myself but

where did it go?

i'm not loveworrying

i stopped..