Through Pain

Just another poem :)

Here is where I do sit,

In a room that is barely lit.

There is nothing but the air around me,

Nothing but the feeling of lonely.

I am waiting for something that may never come,

Filled with hope, but feeling so numb.

I imagine what my life would be like if I would only take my own advice,

But I don't know how to change, so for now I have to pay the price.

To me, this hole I'm in doesn't really matter,

I'm too busy trying to find a ladder,

A way out and back into this beautiful life,

Where I'll learn to make it through all this pain and strife.

Through reasonable pain, I choose to feel more,

Which puts me here on the unforgiving floor.

Feeling is only a state of mind,

But it's made me live life stuck on rewind.

While living in the past,

I've begun to forget its current cast.