Broken To Be Made

a Female who knows what its like to be broken

Her life is miserable but she is trying to keep faith, all she really wants is to be loved and get in a relationship where she can feel safe.

But the past has her all broken up and Its really hard to let another one in when your heart is still hurting.Trying to forget all about the past but they keep reoccurring, the memories of all the good times has her wondering, "Was all this even real?"

Love songs is what she tuned into at least they understood all what she really went through.

She is single waiting on someone to jump those walls she has been building but would require a Godly man because it would take more than just loving words to reach her hearts core.

She think something is wrong with herself because too often she have been used by too many men. Now she is doubting herself can I even get someone who really loves me dearly?

Can't really look at herself when she stares at her reflection in the mirror , all she sees is someone who was not meant to exist anymore .

As time went by this young woman began to mature , by putting herself in the midst of Godly people she started to understand how valuable her life really meant .

She understood that beautiful doesn't really come with the hips and the thighs or those dazzling brown eyes or the butt that looks on high but true beauty is what that is found inside.

The more she surrounded herself with mature people , the more she understood her worth and how amazing she really is but the one thing that stood out to her the most was no one has to make you feel beautiful because you should already know that your beautiful made in the image and likeness of the most High God and this is beauty that only God can define.