Disorganization

A Poem by AiH

I wonder
If your sitting in your bed
Like me

I wonder
If when you close your eyes
I'm who you see

I wonder
Because lately your all I'm capable of seeing
Your all I see
Your all I see

Why
Why are you all I see

I wonder
I wonder why your all I see

Iv never met you
You
You've never met me

How could I see you
How could I feel you make indents in my mattress
How could I
How

I wonder if that even matters
How
Why
I wonder if it even matters

Probably not
Probably what matters is that
It does
You do

Somehow
In your bed across the world
Laying next to someone you know
It feels wrong

It feels empty
It feels

I wonder
Why
How

I wonder if it even matters
When I sit here in my bed
Seeing you
Touching you
Loving you

A man I'v never met

I wonder