Motions

i sit 

staring at this screen

and im lost

without pain i have no inspiration

i stare

my eyes reflecting from my monitor

and im tormented

without nightmares i have no story

i lay

the ceiling pulling me into abyss

and im confused

without darkness i have no journey

i stand

my legs holding me still

and i am stuck

without agony i have no purpose

i walk

my muscles tightening 

and im shocked

without restraint i have no chains