At time I feel...

At times i feel like i'm drowning

and its a peculiar thing to feel

when your head is above water

and you know that its not real

At times i feel like i'm frozen

like the road after a flood

and its a peculiar thing to feel 

when theres fire in my blood

At times I feel like i'm alone

even in a crowd of many

and its a peculiar thing to feel

with company thats plenty

At times i feel a monster

like my eyes are all but black

and its a peculiar thing to feel 

when i'm the one attacked

I try to ignore this feelings

and its a peculiar thing to do

because even though i ignore them

i believe them to be true