Future In Disguise

In the midst of finding the strength to move on, do not forget what provoked your decision.

It hurts me because every couple I see reminds me of you and your girlfriend.Every face I see somehow morphs into yours. My day could be made by a warm feeling, due to me thinking about you. You’re an ocean that I’m unsure is safe to cross. Should I believe every wave that rushes upon my feet? How will I know if I can trust that you’ll carry me to the right place? With every float from you, comes a decision. How will I ever know I’ll be comfortable in your waters? I trust you, I really do, but I need to move on.  You’re amazing and wonderful in so many ways. I love hearing your voice and just the thought of you brings a smile upon my face. You do not know what you mean to me. I care about you so much. I don’t care if I’ll ever be able to call you “mine”, but it’s okay, it doesn’t matter because I feel so close to you. You’re my comfort and you support my balance. It amazes me how much we have been through over this period of time. But you need to display an emphasis as to why you decided to walk this road with me. Of all people you chose the one who was hurting,the one who was in need of help, and mostly the one who needed answers to her questions. You are my answer. I no longer think that “all” guys are the same. Based on you, I now know I can never judge a book by its cover. I believed in the begging you would never like a person like me, but instead I was proved wrong because you guided me through the path without being lost. I know from time to time I’ll catch myself thinking about you, but it’s okay because you are always welcomed in my heart. I read the pages, and I ended our trail .I’m ready to open the book and reveal our destination. The ocean floated me to the right place.We arrived to a never ending palace of memories that are to be forever cherish.