Out of my Reach

You deliver blame to be aware of the mistake made. Everything gained is now lost.

Looking back at this whole thing, you wish you had expressed what you felt. You thought you would live an amazing fairytale, but no; it all went wrong. The guy you thought had the charisma, now has changed, and everything you ever felt for him, you don’t feel anymore. He can careless. Your feelings are the least of his concerns. If he saw you, he would look right through you, as if you were invisible, and at times around him, you wish you were.  You start to think, it’s amazing how you can put your all into a person you thought trust was available to, and then they start to expose their true colors. Now you’re the one looking from the outside. While he goes on and lives his life of faulted perfection, you wonder what went wrong. In the end it wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t worth the lies, pain, and the outcome…the heartbreak. You wish you could scream and breakdown, and just confront him. But that wall in between you guys won’t let you protrude. Then you start to think I don’t deserve this, no one does. So you did it, and went through the bullshit he had put you through. You start to realize that trust has five letters...well so does lying. In the end you start to notice he was one guy, and not “the one guy” . That’s why it didn’t work out, so it all slipped away.