Ramblings

Dear Sean,

I have been learning more and more each day.

Today I found out that your body was loaded on a truck with

other bodies and carelessly dumped into a pit.

You never got a proper burial.

Thats disgusting.

Infuriating.

It's just not fair!

I was thinking about visiting the cemetery when I was in Ireland but decided not to.

My friend was in such a hurry to do all the touristy things tourists do.

It'll probably be impossible but I genuinely do not want to ever look like a tourist in

Ireland.

Tourists are annoying.

Slightly embarrassing...and usually incredibly lost.

....Which makes them easier to target.

That is the one thing that may give me away.

Well..that and my American accent I suppose!

Anyways.

I want to go back.

I have to go back.

I have too many friends there...and so much love.

I remember when I went to Kilmainham our tour guide asked my group if any

of us had been there before.

I didn't dare to raise my hand and I'm glad I didn't because she said it would be

awfully strange if you continued to turn up.

In my defense I just wanted to show my friend..

I read today about ghost stories from Kilmainham.

And I still get shivers.

I never really talk about it but..

Walking among those cells I felt the strongest sense.

The feeling of being watched.

I also read that people have reported the feeling of being touched.

I shrugged it off, but I too, felt as though someone touched me at times.

But it was not frightening.

It was gentle, not harsh.

If I had to describe it, I got a tickling sensation every once in a while.

A feeling that whoever it was, was very excited I was there.

Was it you?

Who knows.

Sorry this letter is kind of rambling..

It's been an interesting week.

I hope you are safe.

I hope you are well.

I love you.

Your girl on earth

Kathryn