Why?

Why?

A Poem by XxToxicAngelxX
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the poem says it for its self.

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Why am I so lost?
I can’t breathe without crying,
I can’t think without lying,
I can’t talk to you without dieing,
Inside I am lost, so confused I don’t know where I am.
I sometimes wish I could turn back time,
So you would still be mine.
Be my dad, be a father, be a man.
But things aren’t going to change,
You are just going to forget me.
Don’t forget me, please!
Daddy I won’t forget you, I don’t want to lose you.
But you haven’t ever been there
Even when you were you weren’t really there.
You were drunk, and distant, and sadly not my father.
I thought, I really did believe that after all these years,
You would care; you would try to be with me.
I finally had the guts to tell you that I never wanted to talk to you again,
But I keep wondering: did I make a mistake?
 
I guess things are going to go back the way they were before,
Me not talking to you, me trying to forget you, but most of all,
Me, crying about losing you.

© 2009 XxToxicAngelxX


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MY name is Lizz. I am 16. I live in Oregon. I write poems for a way to let go of what im feeling inside. purple,is the bestest color in the world! Uhhh i live by the beeach in a small lameish town i.. more..

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