Daddy?

I wrote this one becase of my father. I havent seen him for nine years and he didnt want to see me so yeh.

 

*Daddy?*

 

 

“Daddy are you there?” I ask in to the cold night air.

I lay on the floor by the door just thinking about how you don’t even dare to be in my life.    I don’t even think you want to or dare to even see me as a wife when I want to start a new life.

 

I don’t think I will ever have the chance to have just one dance with you.

I wish it wasn’t true, I wish you would be there to chase away any monsters that would dare to lurk in the murky air that scares me.

 

I love mom and I love you, I don’t know why I still care about you. But I can not take the pain anymore, it’s too much to bare. I feel so lonely in this evil place you would call the world, without you.

I can’t do this on my own. I wish I could have known you from the start.

 

Author's Note

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