5 years ago Lee, Florida

5 years ago 

Lee, Florida

 My happy place slowly eaters the edges of my mind As i concentrate on relaxing and letting the man do what he wants "Your so tight lil momma" i hear as herrapes me trying to force a kiss to my lips i reject it and get slapped making me move and getting a slight cut beside my collarbone  where he held the knife "Kiss me now" he spats at me trying again and of course i don't object letting him slide his tongue into my mouth, its disgusting and tastes like straight up liquor. "Please just let me go" is all i ask him i get another slap and he stops his body shuttering for a second as he lets himself go in me,  getting up and whispering " i love you Yani" he stumbles out and shuts m door the light from the hall creeping in through the bottom of the door. then i hear "what did you just do to my Daughter!" a loud slam before i hear "she gave me the thing you won't!" "what?" "our old, your daughter is more of my kinda woman, young a nice mature body  ughhh and shes a goood kisser!" His words were slurred and dragged on and made me sick just hearing his voice "You RAPED My daughter?!!!" there was a bunch of objects being thrown and then i hear a gunshot and practically run out of bed and into my closet, hoping my mom won the battle taking place outside my room. " Baby are you ok where are you" he voice trails through the doors and  i'm suddenly comforted she must have seen my cover tucked slightly  out the closet because she found me and picked me up, i cried into her neck, screaming every once in a while at the fact that i was violated so many times by her 'Boyfriend'. "Were leaving away from this horrid Place" was all i heard before i fell asleep in her arms. waking up in the car in the middle of the night  while the radio played softly the radio stations number glowing green in the dark car. its gonna get better.

~Mikayla