Why Are You Here? I Wish I Didn't See You

So I saw my ex for the first time after we broke up a few months ago and...all that we went through, memories, both good and bad came back. I been having a rough few weeks and seeing him just add to i

I saw you standing there

You couldn't even look at me

All our memories together rushed back into my head

You have no idea the void you left in me

I loved you then and I love you now

That thought brought tears to my eyes

I went home and cried myself to sleep

Wanting to cut again, couldn't get the screw out

Shots went off near my house

I sit here in the dark wishing someone shot me

To end this wasted existence

Have you any idea how bad life has been since you left

It hurts worse than a case of the cramps

I love you and I want things to go back to normal

Guess I should just end it here

I'll stab myself in the heart in front of you

Show you how damaged it really is

Then let you have it

I lay bleeding at your feet