Relapse

This relapse into the rage I caged up inside me so long ago is lingering for exposure once more.

I fear I’ll have no other option but to release her.

The sweet innocence that once resided in this body is no longer.

Nothing but rage and the fury resides in me.

I want to destroy those who’ve destroyed my innocence

 

The betrayal is something I’ll never forgive

The ignorance is something I can’t ponder anymore

I want blood, I want destruction, I want my anger to fill me and overflow

To destroy everything around me

I can cage her no longer

Each lingering moment…. Can’t hold it in

 

Letting go of everything I knew before

No love resides in my heart

Nothing left to hold on to

Trying to regain my body, fighting this….. Fury!!

Oh help me Mother

To push her back inside

F**K!!!!!