Broken Down Doll

There is one special person I'll never make see me cry
But last night...he saw...he heard me weep
He saw me; broken down doll held by Ed
Terrified of what just happened
No one deserves that he said
No one

Imagine me, there, crying my eyes out, can't be comforted, lost all hope n faith in you!!!!
I'M SO ANGRY!!!! I'M HURT, I'M EVERYTHING NEGATIVE
I loved you... I stuck by you when EVERYONE told me to stay away
No he could never do that to me, he loves me, I'm his sister he'd never hurt me like that
Lo and behold I was wrong again
Tell me why?! Goddammit why would you do that
I don't care if you were playing around you know I don't joke like that

I give up, I can't take it anymore I really can't
Being your sister must have been the worst decision I made
How can I look at you the same way after everything?
Now its getting between me n Ed cuz he hates seeing me like this because of you
What am I gonna do with you
I...I love you but.... I hate you