Silence You Wench

So last night I made my first appearance back at Chelsea after...a very long time and I felt totally ignored. I didn't have my boyfriend with me and I felt like the 7th wheel.

The green eyed wench rose from my heart.
Filling me with her venom
I hate him
I hate her
I was supposed to be her
And as I am happy with who I have now
I still want him
He should be kissing ME!!
I'm....
I'm....
Jealous?

You know I've never seen him like that with anyone BUT me
I knew I should have stayed home last night
I just KNEW something would have went wrong
Feeling that distance
Telling him every chance I could
Gave him everything I had
Hadn't seen him in SO SO long
And when I do get to
I'm passed over
Cast aside to the corner
The extra wheel

Filled with anger
I missed my lover
But I missed my best friend more
There in body
Not in mind
Felt so unloved
One soul to keep me
But only for a few seconds
I was there in body
But no one noticed

I'm never going back there.
Silence you green eyed wench