I Really Do Like You

You asked me where i see us going and i honestly don't know. I'm in love with *Name and address withheld* but I'm liking you more n more as days go by. I'm not sure of every other emotion in me. I think you're amazing. you're sweet, kind, funny, I can see you really care for me and I do you...I'm wondering how you really feel about me...are you in love? are you in lust? are you gonna use me like *Name and address withheld* did? that's the fear i have with going any further. I want to be with you...goddess to bits i want to, in every way imaginable but I'm so afraid...I love "HIM" and even though we'll never be together I've promised myself to only him. my heart is leaping for you and is accustomed to having these feelings for him. gods do i wanna be with you again...I'm racking my brain about what to do...you...you make me feel beautiful, you make me weak in the knees every time you kiss me or hold my hand...when i think of you, i can't help but smile. I think...i know we have a connection, a very deep one. I think I'm falling for you. this is really new to me. who knows? I may be falling in love all over again. because i really do like you. a lot. I love "HIM" and i have a lot of feelings for you n I'm happy i met you. I want you. love's knocked me out bad this time. kicked me, abused me. I love this feeling.
I'm in love with you.